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General Discussion / Music in the morning
« on: September 06, 2018, 01:24:57 AM »
Hello Ron and fellow forum members and followers.  I must apologize for my dearth of postings for quite some time, but be assured I do follow this forum very closely.  I must relate an experience I had yesterday morning as I was just waking up.  This is not the first time I have experienced this, and I hope it won't be the last.  

As I was coming into consciousness, but not yet thinking, I perceived this strange, beautiful music playing in my mind.  I lay there for several minutes just listening to this music before I was rudely interrupted by our little dingo dog "Maddie" jumping on my bed wanting to go outside.  This is not the first time I have had this kind of experience.  Some time ago I had a lucid dream entitled "The Jungle", believe it or not...  This dream featured a beautiful though strange soundtrack along with very real looking plants once they emerged from a ?(pixelated matrix)?, but there was an underlying feeling of mild paranoia throughout the entire episode.  I thought something could jump out at me any time, but it never happened.  I never spotted a single animal, insect or bird.  I treasure the memory of that dream but I can never recall the music.  Just like yesterday morning, lovely music, but by who???

Although I live in a stressful situation of endless demands I try to maintain some degree of stillness and a large degree of appeal to my (bottomless well) adjuster.  I don't want to discuss domestic problems here, but for my own peace of mind and spiritual well being it has been suggested that I just cut out of the situation I am in.  That is not acceptable to me because I made a commitment to my partner, Davanna Tucker, to be as a father to her son, Samuel David Tucker.  This is a sacred commitment because she had asked God for help since the real father wanted nothing to do with it.  She asked me to do this and I changed my life because I could not refuse.  I only pray that something can be done for her memory loss and bipolar disorder.  Please God help me.

Domtia, I am roger.krupa@yahoo.com

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