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Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Mother's Day
« on: May 12, 2018, 07:27:33 PM »
Hello my friends and I want to take this time to wish all Mothers a very Happy and Wonderful Mother's Day.
While going through many of my papers lately I ran across this letter sent to me by my mother during a time of personal change in my life.  I was going through something that I wish on no one and her love for me caused her to send me this wonderful letter.

I just wanted to post it in her memory and dedicate it to all who know and love our God in heaven.


Everyone longs to give him/herself to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another and to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.  But God often says “No, not until you are satisfied, content, and fulfilled with living – loved by Me alone.  No, not until you are giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me – to have an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone.

I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship I have planned for you.  You won’t be united with another until you are united with Me, exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to bring it to you.  Keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things.  Keep that satisfaction knowing that I AM.  Keep learning and listening to the things I must tell you.  You must wait.

Don’t be anxious – don’t worry – don’t look around at the things that I have given to others.  Don’t look at the things you think you want.  Just keep looking at Me, or else you will miss what I have to show you.  Then, when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would ever dream.

You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready, and until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I’ve prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the perfect love that exemplifies your relationship with Me and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself.  I love you utterly, I am God.  Believe and be satisfied,”

Sent to me in the 80’s by my Mother, Edna Marion Doyon.
I don’t know if she is the author or if she found it somewhere and sent it to
me during a time of personal change in my life.
Either way, “Happy Mother’s Day Mom.”  

Dorian C Doyon
May 12, 2018

« on: April 19, 2018, 08:00:26 AM »
Just curious if anybody else noticed there have been no new post by Jerry Lane in the TM Audio Archives.  Just wondering as I enjoyed listening to his messages.  I hope he is well.


Hello my wonderful forum family,
We have been given some news that to most of us is pretty mysterious telling us of another delay or change in plans.  Well we should be used to it by now.  I for one understand that it is the Fathers Will that will be done and not my Will.  So be it.

This morning while listening to the radio during breakfast there was a song by Alan Jackson playing called, "Midnight in Montgomery".   While the song was playing I felt a powerful urge to write some different lyrics to the song.  So I went and got my note pad and started writing the words that were coming into my head.  It was amazing because it only took a little tweaking to get to where it seemed to flow correctly.   Any way as I have an instrumental version of Midnight to Montgomery, I thought I would try to sing and record it.  I wasn't sure how it would come out.  It took all afternoon and some effort as I haven't been singing in quite awhile, but I finally got it to where it seemed to be going along with the music pretty good.  I put it in a video version on You Tube and am including a link here for members and guests in case you would like to here how it came out.

I have been trying for a long time to learn the art of TR/ing but so far no good.  I can't seem to get my mind to be quiet long enough to give my TA, or anyone, to get a word in edgewise.   Maybe this came to me from my TA as he knows that my old brain works with music pretty well.  But to tell you the truth, I really don't know.  It is just that the urge was so powerful that I did not dare ignore it.  Just so you know Ron, I am following your advice and asking my TA and God everyday, "Where do I go now?" Many times a day and even in bed at night.  I won't quit trying.

If you do listen to it, let me know what you think.  Do you think it was a message that I was supposed to record and post?  I hope so.
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Your brother in Christ Michael,

Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Just a Thought
« on: February 17, 2018, 08:33:35 PM »
I know this is a little off from what is now rolling across our computer screens, however I wanted to give you a little poem I wrote a few years back that seems to me now to be "quasi relevant."

The mind of man
Can scarce conceive
The enormity of his Folly.

For in his quest
For immortality,
He has mocked his God.

He has taken on
The cloak of corruption,
And thereby discarded,
The mantel of Grace.


Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Song of Jesus
« on: January 24, 2018, 09:03:57 PM »
Hello my friends,
Most of you on this forum have already heard this song before so the reason I wanted to post it again is because we are so close to the time when our Lord Jesus will appear to us again.  I only pray that we are strong enough to follow him no matter what comes our way.

My love to you my Lord Jesus.

It seems as though the whole world has gone crazy.  I feel it every day and every day it gets crazier.  When I feel like this I turn to music as my way of dealing with the frenzy.  No matter what happens I know in my heart that I will never walk alone.

So if you don't mind I would like to give you my rendition of this wonderful song so full of hope and inspiration. 
Love you all and just remember when times get really tough that you are not alone.

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Good day my friends,
I am about to hit the road to go to Las Vegas to spend Christmas day with my daughter and her family.
Before I hit the hay and then head out tomorrow, I wanted to share this song with all of you.  It was my mothers favorite song and I recorded it for her quite a few hears ago.  It is titled, "Amazing Grace" and it never fails to make me feel as though God is listening right along with me as I sing it.

Love all of you so much.  Thank you for allowing me to be a member of this wonderful family.
Your brother in Christ Michael,
Merry Christmas to all.

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Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Peace in the Heart
« on: December 11, 2017, 08:25:31 PM »
Hello once again my many dear friends,

After reading all of the posts lately I had to stop and think of how our minds (all of us) are so wrapped around what is now and/or about to transpire in our world.  So much angst, so much confusion, so much attention to violence and war and horror regarding how human beings treat each other day after day.

Well as you know I let music do my talking for me.  It is my best and favorite way to tell the Father how I feel about him and our heavenly family.  I wanted to list this song a while ago but thought that maybe I should wait awhile longer.  However, I listened to it again yesterday and have decided to post it for your edification.  It is a simple song that Elvis and a couple of other entertainers has recorded and I love it for it's simplicity of message.

Love all of you and Merry Christmas to all,

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Hello my wonderful family,
I have nothing to post regarding spiritual transmissions, but I can and would like to post a few songs that are an uplifting delight at this time of the year.  

God bless you all and Merry Christmas


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Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Song for my Family
« on: November 23, 2017, 11:24:49 AM »
Hello my dearest friends,
I would like to post this song that seems so appropriate at this time.

Love all of you,

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Music Compositions And Other Artistic Expressions / Song of Jesus
« on: October 18, 2017, 10:14:06 PM »
Hello my special friends. While combing through some old cassette tapes of mine I found a song that I used to sing in churches when I lived in Alaska. I thought I would share it with my forum family.  Hope you like it.

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Threads for New Transmissions / Return to "Hidden Gems"
« on: September 15, 2017, 09:08:38 PM »
Hello my fellow forum members and dearest of friends.
It has been quite a while since I  posted one of these messages from deep within the TM Archives.  I realize it is quite long message but if you take the time to read it you will understand why I was led to post it.  I feel that not only our members but our many, many guests will find it very informative and so timely with what is happening even as I type this introduction.  The world as we know/knew it is quickly fading into memory.  Gone are the days when you could actually go out in public without the least bit of fear or trepidation.  Feeling that you were among, "civilized human beings."  Now is the day of our discontentment.  Now is the day of our being brought to that place where only our Heavenly Father and his Celestial Family can turn back the tide of tyranny and disillusionment that now races across the face of the earth.  We are at the forefront of a new and wonderful age that will usher in the days of "Light and Life".

The message below is from Jan 12, 2012.  Five years ago, but so in tune with today.  Please read and contemplate what the voice is "REALLY" saying.

I remain your brother in Christ Michael

Voice Within; Michael' Light - New Year & Making Changes - Jan 12, 2012 - Teleconference Henry Zeringue
Subject: Lightline Teleconference  2012-01-12
Teacher. Voice Within, Michael, Light
T/R: Henry Zeringue

Prayer: Divine Parents, we ask you to join us this evening to connect us in your circle of love and friendship as we are here. We ask for guidance, wisdom, inspiration and anything else you want to throw at us tonight, we are ready for it all. We thank you for the blessings we receive daily and we thank you for these times we live in that we may become better adept at living in these challenging times of economic conditions and weather conditions, social upheavals and what have you. Thank you for this opportunity to come here this evening and connect with you all.

Voice Within: Greetings my friends this evening, this is the Voice from Within here to connect with all of you on a soul level, a level of inner trust and inner understanding. It is a new year upon you and once again; you begin this new year with ideas and notions of how to change things in your life. Some of you have even made decisions to do such, to take a more active part in your life. To that idea I will speak this evening, not so much about what you are doing but how you are activating these decisions, how you are using your adjutants, the power within to help bring a clearer understanding and meaning into your life.

Your ability to use courage for example, and I am not talking about the courage to do something you don't want to do, it's more [along] the lines of courage to do what you must do, courage to do what you feel and sense inside of your thinking. A lot of times courage is misunderstood and not used very much. It is not bravery to do something which you must do. That is something else altogether. To do what you must do is to make a decision and to follow through with that decision, to have the ability to roll up your sleeves and get your hands dirty, to do what must be done.

You know what I am speaking of. By now all of you are working with the inner guidance, the Inner Spirit and the ability to work with this Inner Spirit demands a certain amount of attention and responsibility to discern what it is that needs to be done in your life and allowing yourself to be led, to be guided on how this must be done, oftentimes in new territory. It is a strange sensation which you encounter, kind of like you are alone and must traverse this task wholeheartedly and trust in its outcome, trust that you will be able to follow through till the outcome. Certainly this is true of decisions, important decisions to allow yourself to grow. Many times to accept new things you must be willing to allow your hold on other things to lessen. A lot of times it's tremendously difficult to grab onto something new when your hands are full holding stuff that is not quite serving you well but with which you are familiar and therefore have grown attached.

Moving forward in courage, you don't think of courage in a human sense but it is completely and totally a human sense. When Michael lived His life on this planet as Jesus, as a man born of this realm, it was not his God-like ability which made his life what it was necessarily as it was his ability to utilize all of his humanness possible. One of the greatest things that Michael used was courage, the courage to stand apart from his fellows, courage to love people, to love one another, the courage to bring a notion, an idea, and a behavior of the Father, the Paradise Father, and live a life which exemplifies a man knowing God and showing how God can know man. This took tremendous courage.

Normally, a Creator Son does not live the type of life that Michael lived as Jesus of Nazareth on the planet. It is this experience of this life which he lived which completed his ability to govern and rule his own universe. In Nebadon, particularly in Salvington, Michael is a brilliant Creator Son. As Jesus of Nazareth, he was a wise man who used his inner guidance with courage and as that man you have an example for yourself for your own life to live as wise individuals with courage, the courage to do what you must do, the courage to grow, to challenge yourself to grow, and the courage to accept others that do not grow as fast as you do, the courage to recognize others on the planet as your brothers and sisters, courage to love those who you do not see eye to eye with, and the courage to distinguish between a persons behavior and that person, to be able to truly love that person even if you cannot tolerate their behavior and in time pray for that soul, that person, for that person to have the ability to allow you to express your displeasure with their behavior, the courage to live your life as you are being led to live it as an individual for in the ideal sense you are a large family of individuals.

It is true there are many sheep. There are many who blindly follow, never questioning, never qualifying in your life what it is that is correct, what guidance you are following, whether it is guidance from the inside or you are just doing what you are told, not that there is any value placed on doing what you are told, but that in doing what you sense and feel within, what you know you must do for yourself, others cannot tell you. Part of the dawning spirituality within all of you is this ability to tap into the spiritual powers which lie within, which lie within the mind circuit, these personality spirits, these spirits which activate aspects of the personality.

These spiritual attributes of the mind will also guide you because all spirit works as one. They work as one within you. Though they are different, they are coordinated and then it dawns on you that in a greater sense it is up to man to become coordinated with each other, workable, so that you are not wasting energy, resource, and time, but that you are functioning in a smooth fashion. All of your lives are bestowed with blessings and grace so that opportunities avail themselves, present themselves to you and the necessary love and grace are also given to you. All of these important tools lie within; they live within the adjutant spirits, the Spirit of Truth and the Adjuster circuit. These various spiritual circuits orchestrate harmoniously within you to bring you to a greater awareness and understanding within your consciousness of who you are, what you are doing and what you are becoming.

I thank you for allowing me these words to share with you this evening. I trust that all will be well this week with all of you. I will allow this space to be used by others, thank you.

Michael: Good evening my friends, it is I Michael, your brother in arms as it is. I envision us all interlocked, hand to hand, arm to arm as one family, learning to live harmoniously on this planet. Right now there are many many groups of you who share a harmony. The next step is to get groups to share in harmony with other groups, to expand and enlarge this concept of the the group trust, the groups happiness, and the groups growth.

I share with all of you today and abundance of love, an abundance of mercy and blessing, especially for this year, for your ability to grow a little closer to me and to grow a little more into who you are, into who you are becoming. We continue to hold you in peace and we continually intend that you begin to trust one another and in that trust be able to live in peace, to live with respect for everyone. Believe it or not, groups are not that far off on your world. Most of the problems arise from individuals and groups being taken advantage of and this not being tolerated, communication stopping, and these old behavior patterns resurfacing.

It definitely is time for new behavior patterns, new social mores, a cleansing if you will, a cleansing of understanding, a cleansing of compassion, and the ability to let go and grasp a greater life of loving and a greater sense of happiness for when all are brought to the same level it is easier to grasp the human condition, to see each other as an equal, not that someone is outpacing you in something else. True peace is when you are satisfied with what you have and thankful and everyone is working together for the greater good. Once that is achieved, then that greater good begins to shift to a greater and better personality, it shifts to the greater good of God, it shifts to the awareness and understanding that you are divine children. This is slowly revealing itself. If it is able to reveal itself to a few individuals, it is able to reveal itself to many. Once a few individuals begin to accept its behavior within themselves then many will accept this behavior.

You are living in times which are like leaven to bread or leaven to flour. You live in times which have a potential to grow exponentially, to quicken. You live in times which are ripe for a spiritual harvest.  Know that we hold each of you in love and trust. No matter what you do, this is how we see you and hold you. I hold a whole universe of beings like you in love and trust and peace, knowing that you will do what you need to do, that you will grow into a greater understanding of my likeness and my being, that you will truly find the Christ within you. You will be able to bring forth this transformation from within. Everything is in place. You are getting lessons from the inside as well as the outside.

Life itself is a great lesson. Do not lose sight of the fact that you have been blessed with this life. The stage is set my friends for the final play of the old way. It is in its last dying finale, ready to give birth to the dawn of a new age, to the birth of consciousness, to the birth of understanding and compassion, to the abundance of love and to the maintenance of happiness. Go in peace my friends. Know that I am never far from you, I am as near as your thought. Thank you for allowing me these few words.

Light: Greetings my friends, it is I, Light, a personality of wisdom and light, the ability to diminish the darkness. This is I with my direct connection to the giver of life, sharing this light and life with you all this evening. As you courageously move forward in this new year, this new year of conviction, this new year of hope that mankind will grow closer to the resemblance of the family it will become one day, that this great human experiment will begin to reveal its spiritual nature, reveal its light. I pray that all of you have the courage to bring forth this light when needed.

You live in times of tremendous despair and discrepancies between people. Many are depressed and not motivated. These are areas that need light, they need hope. We pray that this world provides more light and more hope for its occupants, that you hear the cries from within are the same cries that are on the outside. When you are able to comfort the cry for help within, then you are able to help with this external cry, the voice on the lips of those in need. You can feel it within their soul. Do not allow pride to distract you, use a little more courage. Courage has tremendous light.

It is good to be able to share a few words and thoughts with you, to check in as it is, within your souls to shed more light, more understanding, to bring more spiritual sustenance to the human hunger, the hunger for righteousness and happiness, the hunger to live and express your lives to their fullest, the hunger to see smiles on the faces of everyone and the hunger for an understanding that we can love and respect each other.

Go in peace my friends, have a great week and we will see you shortly, thank you.


GREET YOUR THOUGHT ADJUSTER / A question for Machiventa Melchizedek
« on: September 06, 2017, 09:41:47 PM »
Machiventa Melchizedek, I have a question that I have been wanting to ask you.  When you were here on Urantia and had incarnated in the time of Abraham, did you, at that time, have a Thought Adjuster.

Also if I may elaborate a little further.  Do any of the Melchizedek's now incarnating during this Magisterial Sons Mission, have a Thought Adjuster with them?  I do realize that you are very powerful Spiritual Beings and probably do not need your thoughts assisted the way we do but never the less my mind is always wanting answers to things I am not sure of.  Who knows, someone may ask me this very question some day and my desire is to always be as forthcoming as possible.  So I study, study. study.

I hope I am not out of line asking this question  It's just that I have been studying the papers that address where and how and why we are blessed with these wonderful gifts from the Father.  What their purpose is and how they come to be with each one of us through their own choosing.  It is so very interesting and the thought just popped into my head.  The thought must have come from somewhere and I believe I was supposed to broach this interesting question.

Since I am still a TR wanna be, I was hoping that one of my forum family members that is more adept at TRing could pass this question on up the line.  Thank you for indulging my curiosity regarding this idea.

Your friend always,

Threads for New Transmissions / The Waiting Game
« on: August 17, 2017, 08:06:34 PM »
This was a strange thing that happened to me.  I was waiting for a message from Mother Nebadonia when I started writing this "Waiting Game".  I wasn't sure if I should post it and asked Ron for some advice.  He suggested that I do post it and even suggested I do an audio version complete with live baseball sound affects in the background. I like the idea and I will try to do it as soon as possible.  Just have patience with me on this one.  Let me know what you think this post means to you.
Thank you for taking the time to read it.

Speaker: Mother Nebadonia
Subject: The Waiting Game
Category: Threads for New Transmissions
T/R: Dorian, Ada, Oklahoma
August 15th, 2017  8:00PM CST

Tuesday, August 15th 2017

Mother Nebadonia- I am here and waiting for you. Do you have a message for me tonight?


It is the bottom of the 9th. The opposing team is up to bat. They have Economics on first, Politics on second and Religion on third.

Who is coming to the plate? Why it is none other than Mr Greed. He eyeballs the pitcher. The pitcher seems non-plused by this batter that he has faced many times. He catches the signal from the catcher. The catcher, Mr Positive signals the pitcher for a fast, inside curve ball.

The pitcher known by all as Mr Opportunity, nods his head with an affirmative. He winds up and sends the Message of Hope hurling toward Mr Greed faster than he had ever done before. The batter swings and misses. He can't even see the Message of Hope as it slides right by him and lands in the catchers mitt with a resounding thump.

Strike one for Greed. Religion had started heading for home expecting his partner Mr Greed to smash Hope out of the ball park.  Greed and Religion have been partners for a very long time. They grew up together and helped feed each others coffers with the spoils of their evil doings. The second that Hope hit the catchers mitt, Mr Positive spun to his left and let fly with The Message of Hope right into the mitt of the third baseman, Mr Faith. Religion turned in an effort to head back to third but he was stopped short when Mr Faith tapped him with the Message of Hope. Religion just met up with Faith who touched him with Hope and he was called out by the Angel of Mercy, who was the third base umpire.

Almost everyone in the Judgment Stands went wild with joy. Religion was out. Faith and Hope with a little help from Mr Positive, saved the run from scoring. Religion now had to head for the bench in the bull pen.

Faith sent Hope back to Mr Opportunity, who easily catches the Message of Hope with his well worn mitt. Opportunity holds Hope in the web of his mitt as he looks around to his left to make sure that Mr Politics is not starting for third. With a practicied eye he watched Economics as he swiveled his body back to face Mr Greed once again.

The catcher signals for the same inside curve as before. Mr Opportunity shakes it off. So the catcher signals for a high, fast slider. This one gets a nod from Opportunity and no sooner does he nod when he lets the Message of Hope head for home plate at a blinding speed. Swing and miss. Strike two. Economics and Politics were so startled by the speed of what happened that they were frozen in place.

Greed was starting to sweat like never before. He knew that Mr Opportunity and his team of Agondonters were ahead by two points and so if he wanted to rule the world he had to hit a home run to help his team of Materialist win the Game of Wating by one point. He held up his hand signaling a time out as he moved out of the batters box.

The home plate Umpire, Mr Neutral, signaled an official time out as Mr Greed tapped his shoes with his bat. Two taps per shoe. Two, duece, the sign of the Devil. Mr Greed knew that his world would be gone if he lost this Waiting Game. He confidently stepped back into the batters box.

Mr Opportunity waited for the signal to start the game to come from Mr Netural and when it did he let fly with his fastest pitch the he had ever pitched in his life. Mr Positive, his catcher, had barely enough time to hold his mitt up before the Message of Hope hit him so hard that it rocked him back so far he almost lost his balance. Strike three.

It was over. Greed had lost his chance at Hope. Economics, who had fallen victim to Politics long ago, headed for their dugout with heads hanging in shame. They had lost the World to the Agondonters. To those who believed without seeing and played the game of life with Honesty, Integrity and Love.

And so now starts a new game. A new chance at getting things done with Fairness and Altruisim as the watch words. With Love and Charity filled hearts that wanted nothing more than a place to worship their God with all the integrity he deserved.

I Am,

Hello my special friends.  I so enjoy all of the posts that are contributed by so many of you that sometimes I feel I have  nothing to give.  So, if you don't mind, I do have something that I can give to all of you from my heart.  Of course I mean a song.  I hope you enjoy this which was one of my mother's favorites and would ask me so often to sing it for her.


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