Occerpa, I reread the entire conversation now, in response to Dominick's post and found that your questions to Ron had not yet been answered as he is always busy beside facing his trials daily. I can answer those for you briefly due to hearing him referring to his experience in English often. Simply put, he had the same shocking experience at China Pound than Apostle Paul had at the road to Damascus, written in the bible in 1st Corinthians. Please look it up online. They both were so overwhelmed by the presence of God that it changed their lives forever in relation to Father God and serving Him on this earth. Until that day Apostle Paul was persecuting Christians, but once he experienced the power of God and heard Jesus speak to him, he devoted his life to the cause so much that he became one of the greatest Christian ever lived. Ron told us the story that his Thought Adjuster began to speak unstoppably for days, and he questioned his own sanity for a while, so as those who knew him, as his behavior changed too. I will let him tell you the details when you meet, because that is his to tell, and only he knows them all. What I know is that he took a few days of vacation at China Pound alone and this happened to him, a visitation from God some remarkably life changing way. As a result, we can enjoy his leadership qualities and outstanding personality today.
The M and M is the little chocolate covered candy made in bright colors and the package shows M&M. I am sure you can buy it where you live too. Ron loves them and may consumes too much as Father Michael told on him.
Adding to the posts addressing you, I see that your mind and vocabulary is exceptional as well and having been compared to Ron as equal some ways is a great honor to receive from Michael of Nebadon. It appears from the comments that neither one of you enjoy being in the world at your old age and that is understandable. In my view the difference between being optimistic and pessimistic is in our ability to connect with the Divine to the extent that we experience life as eternal even now by becoming one with God's Spirit day-to-day in a tangible way. That is not hard at all once we understand, as you do, that all that is happening to us and in this world is for Him, by Him and through Him, and Him through us. To show whom Apostle Paul had really become I quote his words 'for in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, 'For we are also His offspring.' and "I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."' That is true for Ron for sure who despite the constant pain he experiences will remain focused and selfless. None of us could master that without a China pound experience, yet Father will use whomsoever willing. Our willingness will not change His eternal disposition whatsoever, but for now on Urantia, we can be His hands and feet and mouthpiece, the light of the world and salt of the earth that He calls us to be, which in return keeps us flowing in the spirit having that eternal assurance to rise above the mondain and evil of the world, and the pain and suffering it creates. What difficult is to stay steady with it as Ron do, for the many hindrances and life events working against us always, thus it remains a choice by free will offering. For this reason, Apostle Paul told us that "the double minded man is unstable on all is ways", being of the spirit, of the flesh, up and down, back and forth, accomplishing little to nothing. Believe me I know. Not that I would not have the willingness but to overcome all evil is another story entirely. Yet nothing really gives joy beside flowing in the Spirit of God, for we only have trouble in this world, separation, wars, sickness, diseases, death, and rebellion, resulting in indifference, ignorance, and evil. Spirit thought me an important lesson however that is key to this flow. What he gives us - spiritual gifts, qualities, transmissions, material blessings - is to be passed on to others to ensure a FLOW as an outpouring of living water. When this living water gets stall it brings suffering because all those energies are withheld within, and we experience isolation and negativity by remaining unfulfilled.
The teachings of Sai Baba hardly give you a way to outpour because he lived in the past and generally people do not want to hear others teaching life principles to them - rather purchase packages from motivational speakers and influencers who made up their own story about their spiritual quests (even if unrecognized the Source and taken His Glory). People wish to advance listening how to apply new living ways towards their future, but we are talking about living water here that flows out from under the throne of God, the River of Life. That is God's presence in all situations that you know all well. Only that is what we can share either by words or acts of loving-kindness towards others. Look for opportunities to share a moment of it that may change lives in unthinkable ways, in the grocery stores, on the streets, in all situations there is an open door. The way I see that this is working is that people who I met may remember our encounter from years ago and tell me the impact it made in their lives while I could not recall anything about them, nor their name or more often I cannot even remember that we ever met. Yet for them it was life changing because it was God who touched them through me, I had nothing more to do with it than been willing to open my mouth. My Thought Adjuster once said "as long as you open your mouth, I can take it from there". Scripture worded it this way: 'open your mouth and I will fill it'. The other way is to do good, pick up a tab, help with something a little or much, have a listening ear, and say on the end when they want to thank you, just give glory to God. These are my experiences and I hope and pray that you would process this information a useful way that will bring more joy into your life as well.
Blessings and love,
sonsofGod