Thanks you Occerpa and I am only adding a note for clarification. Ever since June 19, 2019 and subsequently on September 26, 2019, those are dates that change forever most old transmissions and tapes. By that I mean those who transmit to us were stunned as we eventually are that there is no return to normal or even fully to epochal revelation as originally received. For that reason Jose and Occerpa and everyone else including myself, must understand that statements made prior to the dates I print here, must be reasoned with as operating about facts no longer in evidence.
I lecture and I do not mean to, but I am in constant revision right here in York. IT is exceedingly difficult for me to understand that all I dreamed about and felt could be achieved, that all of that is on the chopping block if I keep getting it wrong about what is to really happen. In past five days I have had to look at life from the grave and that will never be understood by anyone unless they have a near-death experience. I have not had that but enough of it to understand it is no picnic to join the mansion worlds without understanding how the change in 2019 has restrung the tennis racket which does not return the ball when it has a chance to. If you must know I have had to re-evaluate everything we do, and I come up short on keeping some of it going; that is, until I reordered my own mind to understand that the pals being for Michael we are, does not matter so much to Michael as does does Urantia in general.
For that reason there has been a subtle change in how we do business here. And I do not pretend I know why or how, but I find the entire matter of the Second Return as totally useless in the face of inundation of land masses and the stout reply by Manson, the name that stands for the POLICE CHIEF of this sector of space to over see and care for to keep life going and order restored. Do not take that name Manson for keeps as I cannot remember that name presented to me often enough well enough to be useful here. But there is a Police Chief and it was Rene Duran who was contacted first and now it takes days more to fully understand that we have a new review to understand.
That is why we must be very careful to re-evaluate what the old tape messages mean to the new universe age era. I am learning the hard way I cannot just do anymore, I have to understand change without it being spoken to first. That is true for Jose and Occerpa and Lemuel and all of the rest of us reading these missives. Be open as your own diary to learn what the meaning of your day is now, because not all of everything is important as it once was before 2019.
I also want to point to something. I look at history all the time real hard, and I am trying to make a point with those BREAKFAST tapes, that to ignore the past is to ignore the dimensions you require to understand the present in a better context. The space Police Chief admitted that in World War II, it was human groups who live off planet who sent aide in the skies over Europe, and could not make a statement other than to be mysterious but present as incursions of our night skies with balls of light the soldiers called FOO.. Humanitarian care by our fellow humans living off this planet is consistent but never explained. That is also what is occurring right now, an incursion without explanation in spite of all the work we have done to prevent ignorance. We are at the mercy of our own evolution and it does not play kindly with all we are anymore.
The Magisterial Missions are running! We do not see evidence. We have nothing to supply to them because they do not need me or us until they get the reason we did what we have put into place, and frankly we now have to be very, very careful about what to expect. Occerpa, I do not know what to expect in finality now. Virtually done for now but waiting for explanations is the trial for Lemuel to rehear Calumnia. IT is important as to why, but it I d o not get it entirely. Why am I hearing from Charlemagne? Why from the Privy Counsel Morrow who served the Queen of England then? Or the talks I have had with the Orthodox Pope of the 4th century AD? IT tells us something about what has to remind us all that has happened since the First Bestowal of the Christ. The Second Bestowal of Christ is on its way in spite of this curious interlude we are in right now I do not understand well at all.
Thank you both Jose and Occerpa and let us keep our faith secure while we undo expectations we keep wanting explained but have not way into it just yet.
Ron Besser
MICHAEL OF NEBADON - "You Ron are expecting not much lately. You have had to work without support or care for much of the past six weeks in spte of all you have arranged to do to keep things bright and interested. I am a Creator Son who does not weary, but you have and do enough to keep it flowing without upsetting the apple cart. You fail to appreciate all I do to keep you out of the loop for good reason: you are working hard to maintain the safe idea of Missions and care. We have Missions and not much care, for the moment to come almost today but certainly this week yet, is a shock to your system of heart and soul. Yes, a SHOCK!
"I dare not say much but that you spoke with a high ranking member of the Elizabethian Privy Council is an indicator how deeply you care to understand how we got into this mess and how the Queen herself often reminisced over what she was doing was historical but could not make sense of it either. Morrow is his name and you remembered by just being plucky about memories you retain within yourself. Now this to you in particular Ron:
"You make these statements with great thought but your audience is not listening ever again and that is because they feel they have to be themselves first again and that severs the heart of many around you to think they can do without your guidance on certain matters dear to you and to ME. You are the one who understands that Lemuel must regain his ascendancy better and then leave CALUMNIA alone again once he understands his life is not forfeit, but that he is being fully pressed into service and to drop the nonsense he must pay the price of age and fall beneath the waves of expediency.
"For that reason Ron, you yourself are facing one day of death defying leaps of faith to maintain the course, yet are so ill sometimes you cannot raise your head of a pillow to rest more. That stands well enough but you are also learning that the people around you are willing themselves out of service in order to maintain equilibrium at all costs and that runs counter to the idea of prescribed service to Father in the deepest possible way.
"It is also for that reason you look at those around you and who never really see the snow that falls around you to remind you nothing matters except to maintain your course and let things become as they must. I dare not lecture you here, but you get it in the neck every time you prepare for your transition and worry not what happens to all that you own. But you must also understand I own you too like Joe Poluka, that fighter in a 1950's comic strip you never read. He was always fighting the battle to be good in a corrupt world, and so do you but never do you win enough to be cheered.
"The MAGISTERIAL MISSIONS are working right now and you complain you know of no vision of such being done. Either do I to be right about it as they get stopped in their tracks when the people you depend on waste time and do nothing instead of working on understanding as you always do. For that reason you get more than most but you still have no real idea why the transmission rate has quadrupled around you and no where else.
"I leave this extra comments to the rest who read this post, and that is to understand Ron, you are now leaving Urantia sooner than expected not, but we are revitalizing the idea of past history is very important too, and that those tapes Occerpa speaks to wanting a transcription of, are not for transcribing in your view, but he may get his wish when I send a service over to you that writes out all of the apocrypha you produce. For that reason you must be righted and we do that.
"Lastly to Jose Vargas, you wait timidly but are a lion in your heart for something to break before mom leaves and lets you deal with the remains of property and care that she needs so much again. Her life is entwined in yours and vice-versa, but you feel sure it would makes such a real difference if both of you could at least know the matter of the Second Return is now established. It will be; however, at my sense of timing for Jesus to do it well. Ron lets it slip now and then he has a lot to hear but never publishes it because it makes too much sense not to let people know our real thoughts on much of how to time the Second Return.
"I clear the stakes now to say to all of you:
"Keep ME in mind. Keep ME in your hearts, and let the cold winds of winter stay the course here in the north. The South regain nothing soon, and worse it becomes for the West; however, let it be for now, as it will be obvious shortly just what I mean and you are not worrying Ron about that in so many common sense cares for all. Let the chips become the day when they coalesce around changes that must appear without further elucidation. I am MICHAEL OF NEBADON, and will have something to say shortly to ll of you in spite of no Lightline to use. Let us keep it together again shortly Ron, but keep the day trim and work what you must to keep going again. MICHAEL OF NEBADON.
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