Clency that is understood and you take your time. I have been hit just as hard too Clency, and it makes living normally impossible. You are not alone Clency and work as best you can to keep your life well and normal as best as that can be done. It is not coincidence that Phyllis, Ron, Clency, and to a certain extent Lemuel and Rene are seriously made ill all at times. Maybe someday we can see the big picture of what evil has done to all and to the Michael plans to improve this planet and its people. Take your time Clency and we will miss you but gather strength again and then do what is possible if it is possible. Get well. We support you fully.
Ron
MICHAEL OF NEBADON - "You Clency, as Ron is and others, are made very ill by a passing fluke of horror that is being rectified bit by bit but not so you can see it. The trial we have today and a little into the future is to remove a desecration of heart and soul on Urantia so bad it cannot get worse anymore but has hit is nadir. For that reason you have it too Clency and so does Ron but he refuses to give into those infants called the devil now. Let them run high briefly and out the door they all go shortly. Ron called for extermination years ago and that is what it takes now. This is your Lord, Clency, you are in safe arms once again and let your rest proceed. MICHAEL OF NEBADON at your service."
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